New Years Day

Now today’s come and gone, much like last night at midnight too. There’s not a lot of differential between one hour and the next for some reason. I’m sure a psychologist could explain why but trying not to delve myself I’m just accepting each point in time. I do have to say that I hope this year brings better health than last! I still have a lot to contend with while the cancer kindly buggers off!

I am becoming aware that with holiday season over and everyone getting back to their ‘normal’, I do feel that I may get hit by my new affliction. I can’t see properly for starters although I have managed to make up both my daughters yesterday for New Years. Grumble time- things were hard enough with all the physical comings and goings that I have to deal with but now not being able to see properly may just cap it! ‘Grumble over’

Re-direction. My new word. My new mantra. Re-direction of thoughts, Work structure, Home balance, parenting and marriage. That’s it, that’s a focus. Embrace the change; believe it’s for the best; find good cause and outcome. Genuinely this is where I’m heading. I’ve made up my mind and will now sleep better tonight for this little epiphany.

Sweet dreams Jan 1.